The truth is, I know ultimately this was a gift from God, yet again, showing himself faithful and strong in my weakness. I am actually living, in the reality of this verse. God is good folks! He just is!
It's funny too, because back when I was all worn out in the midst of an accumulation of trials, Becca said this; "Oh the glory of the chaos. I have experience my own unique versions of the insanity you are going through and I have to say that in the midst of it all isn't it kinda exciting?! I am serious. It's like, wow, something is happening. I know that when there is opposition (that includes waste and meaness from those close to you) that there is a certain shifting and stirring in the spirit and it is manifesting in the physical. That means something is happening. It's like a bunch a hard knocks before the egg cracks open and new life emerges from its shell. All I can really say is be excited. There are cool things emerging. God's up to something yet again! "
At the time, I couldn't get excited, I was too worn out. BUT NOW, I am seeing what she was saying - she was declaring a word to me that at the time I just did not sense would be my reality just days later! So yet again, I have learned something so valuable, and yet again, I have seen my Daddy lavish me with love and provision yet again! I am dazed and amazed! (Just imagine me squealing and beaming and jumping around for joy, and dancing in my kitchen as I dwell on this wonderful news.)
It's just like God to prove Himself to me in the midst of the chaos. To lift my weary soul and to thrill me into a deeper love and amazement of who He is!! I am just tickled pink! So whoever you are, if you are even reading this post, I thank you with an exuberant thanks. God just loved me super duper big through you!!!!!!! May you enjoy the delight of being such a great blessing to me!!!!!!!
(oh and a side note - I figured out how to restore my blog - yippee!!!)